Sunday, December 21, 2008

我无意见读到有个和我同病相连的女生写的心情。觉得她写的和我感受的一样。

《原来爱情是这么伤的,你只有在真正体验过后,才会了解和看开~
开始时总是轰轰列列,什么山盟海誓都搬出来,可是到了最后,他会让你明白这全都是一堆废话~
终始他曾经真的很爱你,但爱情游戏玩到最后,没有真正的胜利者,因为我们两个都是输家~
放弃爱你的人并不难,但真的伤是放弃你爱的人~
你曾经以为不能放弃和失去的人,其实也并非在你生命中有那么重要~
爱情只是一个把两个人从陌生变熟悉,然后从熟悉变陌生的无聊游戏,曾经两人熟悉到天天联在一起,但分手后却是最熟悉的陌生人~
其实并非做不了朋友,只是需要时间,需要时间去忘记一些不该记住的东西,不然当你看到他,其实是很伤心,却要装出一副自己很开心的样子是很难受的~
时间能证明爱情,也能推翻爱情~
其实你心里真的很难受,但没人懂,人就是这样犯贱,明知道有些东西你看了会很伤心,但你就偏偏要去看~
上天是公平的,它让你失去一样东西,也会给你一些东西,我得到的东西其实很多。。朋友,家人,自由~~~~
真的很谢谢你们,在我最低潮,最失落的时候给我支持~~谢谢你们~
这或许是我一生中不能忘记的痛,但我也重中学到了很多很多,想想以前的去我,还真的很好笑~
我们曾经也有给彼此快乐过,我不恨,我只记住你曾经对过我的好~谢谢你 〉〉

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Wohoo....

15 Dec 2008
It was a precious moment again with Phan. We met up for movie and lunch together.
Decided to treat him back for the lunch. So, i bring him to the Taiwanese restaurant, Fong Lye at The Gardens. But he told me he ate before. =(
He bought 2pm show for The Day The Earth Stood Still. We choose this movie mainly because of Keanu Reeves. Have to say , we felt disappointed for it. Quite boring and the climax of the storylines not gan cheung also.

Not really recommended. Just download or buy pirated dvd enough.
After movie, we shop awhile to buy some stuffs. One thing i noticed that Phan is quite gentleman and the way how he treat friends especially female are quite sweets and warm. Hey,Phan, its easy to make girls misunderstanding, k ?No wonder so many girls surrounded you. Hmmmp.. I guess this was our last chances to meet up. Need to wait until next year Feb. Cant wait to see you soon there .XoXo . Wish you have a nice holidays at yr hometown.


16 Feb 2008



Another hectic day again. Lunch with Xinyi at Kissaten, JayaOne. They have new menus for the food. We spend few hours at there while waiting for Josie to meet up with us after exam. Chit chat with one of the owner/chef , Raymond about lots of stuff. He is quite nice actually.
We then gossip about others. Jia Yi, one of the xinyi's friend work as a waitress at there. She told me 1 Big news about the bastard. Last month, before he broke up with me that period of time, he bring that bitch went to Kissaten. The funny thing is,Jiayi said that bitch really can consider as seafood/Lala Mui. She even din realize that she is fat and dare to wear mini skirts. The staffs there keep noticed her lingerie which accidentally expose and laugh for it. Damn suay la them but i were them, i will do so. wakakaka...evil laugh. It remind me something of it that I had force him to try this restaurant with me for the past. But now, he can bring the bitch to there ! Diao him la..


For the dinner session, finally and finally. Josie bring me to Solaris which i wanted to try so much before. Yippie....I get to know another 2 new friends. Shi Yun and Xinyi ( the 3rd friends named Xinyi).


Foods from Michelangelo's


Pizza . ratings 4.5 / 5


Tiramisu



Brownies with ice-cream .



Me. myself. Seriously i need to gain some weight. Everyone complain that i am too thin already. And my " boo boo" become flat! Saddest part.



my girl, Josie aka Amanda Ooi~ . Hahahaha




Shi Yun and Xin Yi. both are quite charming and pretty ~
Nice friends to hang out with

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

是时候放下了

至邹云浩

我突然享受了现在的单身生活。
很自由。 似 乎解放了负担。
我不再为你但心你的安全。 不再但心你不知吃了吗? 不再但心你临睡前有没有把隐形眼镜取出来 从此不必再为你操心了。

你的离开或许是件好事。 打从你对我大声的说 “我们早已不可能的了”时候, 我彻底的死心了
我可以原谅你的变心。 毕竟, 对你宽恕总比恨你来得好过些。
我没后悔选择和你在一起
这三年来, 我真的过得很开心和充实
和你的家人或我的家人一起吃饭
我们一起逛街, 看戏,旅行
到过许多的店尝试新的食物, 真的数不完
韩国餐,日本, 西餐, 还有 Yik Kei 的鸡扒,蛋糕, 还有你最爱的泰国餐, tomyam
我们都是天天粘在一起

你还记得你是路痴吗? 那些路都是我在教会你的。曾经,你对我说明年当我不在你的身边, 你不知怎样渡过那些日子。没人可以天天陪你。 你也不知怎样去认那些路 。 你对我说过你真的很怕。 可是我也真的做不到什么。 才一年而已, 很快就过了
意料不到原来我们之间的缘分也只能到这, 美好的故事也没降临在我们身上。

未来的道路,我想我也不能陪你一起走下去了。
之前的约定也不可能再实现。

你要好好的保重。
记得常回家。

Saturday, December 6, 2008

转变

21 岁对我来说可是一个巨大的转泪点。 我真的完全没想到他会变心。 真的有点接受不过来。
口口声声说他永远都不会背叛我。 好笑的是, 那时他有个中学朋友也一样是背板他拍拖4,5 年的女友, 他还告诉我他最讨厌这种人, 还说都酱旧, 一定会有感情。
哈哈哈哈。。想起来, 他说的这番话, 发觉他太假了。

我的心真的被碎得难以想象。在我亲眼看见他带那女生回他家的那一目, 他还要是不理我, 继续和那女的聊聊我我, 弹琴给她听。 还当着我的面 , 叫那女的baby, 还摸摸她的头亲她,好像怕她吓到这一幕。what the fuck , man !!!!我是他三年的女友咧!!! 从头到未, 他没说要分手,只是说calm down而已。 就两天, 他交了一个新女友。我刮了他三大巴掌, 很大力的摔下去。 也把我送给他的手机, 钱包, 香水摔 丢掉。 隔天他妹告诉我, 手机给我丢坏了。 我想最好连修都修不回了。

更令我灰心的事,我说我也没义意留在那。 他说好,走咯。 当时半夜3点半, 我的车停 在很远的地方, 他冷血到连一句要陪我走去拿车都没说, 把我留在门外, 带那女的进他房。我真的看 错人了。彻底的看错。 如果他还是有良心倍我去拿车, 至少 我可以理解和原谅他爱上别的女人。


突然, 我对爱情有点失去信心。 真的有点难再放下整颗心去投入。 我想我需要一段时间去 疗伤。 我也不知道会用多长的日子去遗忘他。

Monday, December 1, 2008

YES !!

Year End Sales is COMING ! This is the best moment for me to shop for the wish list which able to get it at lower and discounted price. Its worth actually when you want to buy something that already consider for so long due to the high price.Now its the best time for you to grab it. !!
Had been shopping continuously with honey, friends to search what cheap stuffs are available.

I feel that its hard for me to save money in the bank. My hand will itchy and i want to buy so many stuff. Part of them actually is not my wish list, hmm...i am buying to fill in my emptiness life.3 months holidays and 0 plans.

May be i should do some charities work, visit old folks home, orphanage. Its has been a really long time since the last visit to old folks home. hmm...OR may be i should read some extra books perhaps literature? for example books from Shakespeare ?=)





bebe las vegas tops. consider a value buy . I think honey will love this brand since he called me bebe all the time.




Levi's Jean and 2 discounted 50% roxy short pants.
movie time with Sue and Christ. Twilight is unexpected, unpredictable SuperB. The storyline is ok ok only but the Edward Cullen character was the one attract us the most. We really can feel the Deep Love from Edward Cullen towards Bella. Finally he had met up the Bella which waited for 90 years.

Edward having the strong feeling wanted to protect Bella so much when everytime she is on dangerous situation. Actually this is what every girls want it the most. Protected by man, his attitude, his passion towards Bella is immortal.

May be i should also mention Robert Pattinson is such a gorgeous, awesome guy. omg...He is such an ideal guy for me seriously.** Love him **